I long and pray to be a better mother. The more I desire that and the more I pray for that, the more challenges pop up. It is frustrating, it is exhausting, and it probably proves that I am heading in the right direction. =)
This week has been wonderful and very difficult. Just as the week before and the week before that. My girls are so sweet. They are tender-hearted and for the most part, have great manners. I am so thankful for that!
But, there are those days that creep in when their sin is very evident. Why is it that when that happens, I want to respond with sin? I guess because it annoys me and I want my journey to be all about me...me being energized...me being comfortable...and me having the satisfaction at the end of the day of saying, "I am a good mom." When in reality, my calling is something very different and much, much greater....one of dying to myself. I am called to depend on God everyday, to direct my girls to a life of loving Christ and then on to an eternity with Him. It is so very overwhelming sometimes.
So, here is what I am praying for.....
1. I am praying for the wisdom to speak truth into my girls constantly. I don't want to push in on them just when they are being difficult, I want to show them how much God loves them and how much I love them on the good days, too!
2. I am praying for energy to keep working towards the main goal of discipling my girls. I don't want to take the tempting easy road of not addressing issues or not complimenting when something was done well.
3. I am praying for words of encouragement to my mom friends. This is such a big deal! Parenting is our main job, and we should tell eachother every chance we get how well we are doing or give advice when it is needed!
Here are a few pictures from our difficultly wonderful week:
I hope that you had a fantastic and exhausting week of really parenting and being involved in your kids' hearts!!! Keep up the good work, and I pray for more energy for you, too! Let's press on towards the main goal of loving the Lord! Our kids' souls are more than worth it!!
April 29
13 years ago
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